Monday, July 28, 2008

I dont blog enough...

Wow am I slow with blogging - I guess I get so busy with life - this last week was my boys birthday party and I have to say that I am so in love with my Him.  Not to get to spiritual on you but it has shown me the love of Jesus towards us as his children.  There are times when all I do is think about him and my wife and love where I am and love them so much.  Scripture tells me that Gods thought towards us are endless.  Then there are times when I get so angry with him that he disobeys and decides to do what he wants regardless of the actions... I am probably the only one who feels that way ( well... I hope not).  At those times when I get mad I am always amazed at how much I am in love with my boy.  I mean even at that exact moment no body takes precedence over him.  I would not love anyone any more than him - he could not ever get away from my love and I would never let him... that is how God is for us - amazing!  He is so in love with us even when we sin and walk away that he sits there and just continues to love us, so what is our response.  well normally I would say God hates me and does not want anything to do with us and then I begin to think about my boy and I say to myself - I am nothing close to how incredible God is and i would never walk away from my boy and then I realize that God has never left or better yet is thinking how much he loves me... it makes me think - I have a lot to learn about forgiveness and the act of accepting it... I hope helps - God bless

bill

2 comments:

swamerican said...

this is sooo true.

brooke said...

hello there!
Pastor Duke once told me that our amazing love for our children is nothing in comparison for how much God loves us... and that is just so hard to imagine... b/c i cant imagine anyone loving anyone more than i love my livi girl! LOL.... just kidding... i know all parents feel the exact same way.
hope your doing well!