I dont blog enough...

Wow am I slow with blogging - I guess I get so busy with life - this last week was my boys birthday party and I have to say that I am so in love with my Him.  Not to get to spiritual on you but it has shown me the love of Jesus towards us as his children.  There are times when all I do is think about him and my wife and love where I am and love them so much.  Scripture tells me that Gods thought towards us are endless.  Then there are times when I get so angry with him that he disobeys and decides to do what he wants regardless of the actions... I am probably the only one who feels that way ( well... I hope not).  At those times when I get mad I am always amazed at how much I am in love with my boy.  I mean even at that exact moment no body takes precedence over him.  I would not love anyone any more than him - he could not ever get away from my love and I would never let him... that is how God is for us - amazing!  He is so in love with us even when we sin and walk away that he sits there and just continues to love us, so what is our response.  well normally I would say God hates me and does not want anything to do with us and then I begin to think about my boy and I say to myself - I am nothing close to how incredible God is and i would never walk away from my boy and then I realize that God has never left or better yet is thinking how much he loves me... it makes me think - I have a lot to learn about forgiveness and the act of accepting it... I hope helps - God bless

bill